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Summer Weather '22

I have too many pots on the stove. I don't know why I do this. Start a bunch of things but don't finish them. I never considered myself someone who is afraid of commitment but for me to be consistent can be the hardest thing ever for me.

I envy people who are stable and consistent. Although it does make feel better thinking about the weather and how it's not the same ALL THE TIME. I am like the weather and I go through my different seasons.

It all comes down to where my heart is. Any time I have contention it's because I want control. How things can be so much better if I can just learn to let things be. If I can learn how to decide when to push harder and when to just go with the flow.

I don't know if there will ever be a time when I don't desire him.

5:52 p.m. - 2022-08-08

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