studionique's Diaryland Diary

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2022-08-08 - Summer Weather '22
2022-08-08 - record of wrongs
2022-07-08 - record of wrongs
2017-05-28 - I didn't lose, it was my decision to let them go and it was gain.
2017-02-06 - Careless $pending
2017-01-29 - Too much work, no wonder I keep my place simple.
2017-01-28 - get behind me Satan
2017-01-25 - Wife or Personal Assistant (trophy)??
2017-01-23 - Inception
2017-01-21 - I accomplished a lot today
2017-01-17 - lonely existence
2016-08-26 - don't want to deal
2016-08-17 - I don't ask for much, I really don't.
2016-08-14 - First Days
2016-08-01 - You've got the Love.
2016-07-25 - you were a fake but it's ok
2016-07-25 - my own journey
2016-07-24 - kids
2016-07-24 - Uplifted
2016-07-20 - A LOT has happened since...
2014-05-14 - Crazy. (kC & JoJo)
2014-03-15 - What's worth my time?
2013-07-21 - dark
2013-06-01 - The D word
2013-05-29 - Nom Nom
2013-05-28 - (S)leeper
2013-05-27 - Holy Spirit Spanking
2013-05-22 - The transition to so-called friendship
2013-05-23 - "I was gonna tell you to go to hell...." -S
2013-05-20 - He initiates through text
2013-05-20 - Total Eclipse of the Heart
2013-05-19 - Emo Self-Control
2013-05-16 - Almost doesn't count
2013-05-14 - ~ quinn quote
2013-05-09 - Where do I go from here?
2013-05-09 - I want something that doesn't exist
2013-05-08 - " You know you weren't on my mind or even around at that time "
2013-05-07 - We need to just be friends
2013-04-21 - Do Not Covet
2013-04-21 - It Needs to Stop: It's been a week since we've talked.
2013-04-03 - Wrong on So Many Levels
2013-03-22 - Held on to the wrong thing.
2013-03-09 - Should've known better
2013-01-11 - --email after a year--
2013-01-08 - What's it really going to be like?
2013-01-05 - I can't sleep....up all night
2012-11-22 - Olympics Hotel
2012-10-21 - Sunday Lazy day.
2012-05-01 - Will this pain in my heart ever go away?
2012-04-29 - Co-dependancy = Idolatry (Strung-Out)
2012-04-29 - Why is the truth so hard to accept?
2012-04-26 - K & S
2012-04-25 - These Days
2012-04-24 - have to accept this every day
2012-04-24 - reaching.
2012-04-23 - Wedding Picture-
2012-04-21 - on my mind.
2012-04-19 - the beginning
2012-04-19 - cliMaX
2012-04-18 - of course
2012-04-16 - fauxliage - let it go
2012-04-13 - Taxing
2012-04-12 - Dilate
2012-03-31 - Done Wrong
2012-01-23 - It's a cold day in January
2011-11- - it all falls down
2011-10-29 - who I want to be.
2011-10-29 - X my mama loves me X
2011-10-25 - mY LIfE 1
2011-10-24 - F%^&!
2011-10-24 - has anyone see my heart? I can't find it.
2011-10-23 - walking on eggshells
2011-10-22 - Angry...
2011-10-20 - I blame the internet.
2011-10-19 - \"We are Samson\"
2011-10-25 - Life = Fakebook
2011-10-23 - If I only knew what that was.
2011-10-15 - reminds me of us.
2011-10-15 - *jolly heart*
2011-10-15 - Soul-Surfing
2011-10-14 - Living according to flesh
2011-10-12 - ALL THESE YEARS
2011-10-08 - 3yrs from now.
2011-10-05 - Recognizing an Unhealthy Relationship
2011-10-04 - lesson for today
2011-10-02 - thomas
2011-10-01 - crawling out of my broken heart
2011-09-29 - summing up today
2011-09-28 - Psalm 31
2011-09-27 - --security--
2011-09-24 - life's time tags
2011-09-22 - changing direction.
2011-09-20 - changing my path
2011-09-20 - LIFE TRUTH
2011-09-20 - God Centered Relationships vs. Self-Centered Relationships:
2011-09-20 - *LOVE* TRUTH
2011-09-16 - I still need to stick to this.
2011-09-16 - positive vs. negative
2011-09-15 - My heart is a home for Addict Central
2011-09-02 - You dont see right through me.
2011-08-27 - Selfish
2011-08-23 - so hard to let go-----Again!
2011-08-12 - S Google Chat II
2011-08-09 - S contacted me on google chat.
2011-08-08 - I <3 S.A.S forever
2011-02-12 - broken promise
2011-02-06 - Breaking the Ties that bind
2011-01-27 - <3 SS Forever and Ever.
2011-01-26 - Compromising Temptation
2011-01-08 - Woah!
2010-12-29 - The Game
2010-11-20 - Shifting Heart Gears
2010-11-18 - my holidaze are always such a mess II
2010-11-17 - documented mk dream
2010-11-15 - Doesn't mean it's easy breezy.
2010-11-15 - It basically comes down to this.
2010-11-15 - cloudy head again
2010-11-15 - teenage love affair
2010-09-08 - had to save this
2009-12-17 - He has no conviction on honesty, crazy.
2009-12-08 - my holidaze are always such a mess.
2009-11-22 - a few days off is what I need.
2009-11-19 - my facebook results.
2009-11-17 - In hiding.
2009-11-17 - 3rd times a charm and the charm broke.
2009-11-13 - we <3 it.
2009-10-15 - Today God wants me to know......
2009-10-12 - omg
2009-10-07 - colors of the bravery
2009-10-07 - matching rose-pins
2009-10-06 - Von-nique 2009
2009-10-05 - poem: because you asked.
2009-09-28 - The Secret/goal notes
2009-09-24 - just a speck on this big earth.
2009-09-23 - must remember: God loves me.
2009-09-14 - no more compartmentalizing.
2009-08-28 - the memory of you lives here.
2009-08-20 - -
2009-07-21 - Lord of my life.
2009-07-13 - \"Drop the Attitude\" -Fireflight
2009-06-29 - what is love?
2009-06-23 - him
2009-06-17 - conversation with a cousin.
2009-06-09 - Today's Lesson
2009-06-03 - It has to be about GIVING and not receiving.
2009-05-27 - Sting.
2009-05-21 - CART before THE HORSE.
2009-05-19 - please clear the area.
2009-05-04 - the decision to listen.
2009-05-04 - hang-up.
2009-04-20 - Geeeee
2009-04-07 - forgetting my posh self
2009-03-26 - it asks so much of me.
2009-03-25 - beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
2009-03-25 - following the yellow brick road
2009-03-17 - it's time to get away
2009-03-15 - -
2009-03-12 - smiling
2009-03-15 - the temporary
2009-03-09 - walking through this...
2009-03-04 - having multiple interests
2009-03-04 - I'm running late
2009-03-05 - innermost heart.
2009-03-05 - The time has come.
2009-03-05 - Never know what to expect.
2009-03-03 - Fo SHO
2009-03-01 - embracing the imperfections
2009-03-01 - the flow
2009-03-01 - HE HAS HER SMILE
2009-02-28 - It's just not there anymore.
2009-02-27 - did it really say that?
2009-02-26 - deceived.
2009-02-25 - naked
2009-02-25 - Egypt
2009-02-23 - I just wanted to be near him, whatever way that meant.
2009-02-20 - the selfish pleasure.
2009-02-19 - REAL love always......
2009-02-17 - not a natural thing.
2009-02-14 - *****free*****
2009-02-12 - lightheaded
2009-2-11 - need for intereference
2009-02-10 - I am in the school of life.....
2009-02-09 - walking into a sea of nothing.
2009-02-05 - How much has gotten in?
2009-02-05 - since I was a teen
2009-02-04 - perfect love drives out fear
2009-02-03 - it's really just fear..........
2009-01-02 - what does this mean?
2009-02-02 - i AM in control, dangit!
2009-02-01 - when oh when?
2009-01-31 - retro mood
2009-01-30 - the little nique that could.
2009-01-29 - never thought of it that way.
2009-01-29 - saying something without saying something.
2009-01-28 - phone call
2009-01-28 - what can i say ?
2009-01-16 - More Time Spent
2009-01-15 - run-in
2009-01-13 - 13 days in
2009-01-10 - it's all in the flow
2009-01-10 - mmmmmm
2009-01-10 - do the right thing
2009-01-10 - did i mention
2009-01-09 - the sheer heart
2009-01-09 - With All These Things
2009-01-06 - I don't know what I want
2009-01-04 - take this journey with me
2009-01-01 - \"you look like an angel.\"
2008-12-28 - numb
2008-12-22 - uh-oh
2008-12-06 - Lost in Translation
2008-11-21 - I can't stop thinking about this.
2008-11-18 - word of the day
2008-11-18 - - Endy
2008-11-15 - - battle of the heart
2008-10-27 - - dark sky
2008-10 - scribbled on yellow paper
2008-10-1 - clarity in front view
2008-08-14 - Iced Coffee, Photoshoot and a Blue Tutu
2008-08-06 - dissolved
2008-7-31 - your face
2008-03-24 - Yeah, yeah
2008-03-20 - m_aGik
2008-02-14 - Happy Valentine's Day!
2008-02-04 - foaf
2008-01-28 - studio_face
2008-01-24 - screened
2008-01-16 - Escaped Courage
2008-01-09 - weathering the storms
2008-01-02 - line from gossip girl
2007-12-13 - Winter Cool
2007-12-08 - manickmarked
- Not As We_ love Alanis's new song
2007-10-24 - Want to start blogging again
2007-08-21 - Pick- Up
2007-07-30 - instant
2007-04-18 - See this Coming
2007-04-15 - Back to Reality
2007-02-22 - swirled
2007-02-20 - the male combo of poshjunkie
2007-01-30 - Life is Good
2007-01-24 - highfreak
2006-12-06 - It's over
2006-12-04 - don't know
2006-09-27 - Baby Love
2006-09-27 - Part 5
2006-09-18 - On my Mind
2006-09-10 - The Former
2006-08-20 - so many
2006-08-10 - SIN
2006-07-18 - You don't know.
2006-07-03 - spilled
2006-06-13 - lightrain
2006-06-01 - Upward
2006-05-15 - The cat's got my tongue
2006-05-11 - Strive for Black and White
2006-05-10 - I am not pulled in two
2006-05-05 - Can't ever forget to....
2006-04-29 - goodbye alice
2006-04-22 - Not You
2006-04-18 - textbook stuff
2006-04-17 - dating relationship
2006-04-12 - My Underestimation
2006-04-12 - Spring Break 06
2006-04-11 - separate
2006-04-11 - heart's wild
2006-04-08 - Kid stuff: photo piece
2006-04-06 - the compelling unknown
2006-04-04 - red daynight
2006-04-03 - sadness follows a fall
2006-03-27 - Brain stealer
2006-03-25 - colorful circles
2006-03-24 - Cannot Speak
- Intro