What's really going on backstage ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --email after a year-- I broke, and finally sent him an email asking to chat for a bit. Wierdly enough, I feel so much better. It was like this gnawing in my gut that wouldn't let me be. But now that I put it out there I feel at peace. At least now I feel free. I know he will write me back unexpectedly, I just have to stand my ground. Talking to him again with the notion that he is married I think will really make it real for me. I am actually really excited for this year. I'm going to do a lot of soul searching so that I can be at this place of great trust in God and his sovereignty. I really want to go after Humility and Surrender. - 2013-01-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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