What's really going on backstage ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my own journey desiring to contact S, needing that fix I didn't allow myself to but I did allow myself to look at his spouse's FB page as well as his daughter's. Sometimes I wish that I was able to mother the baby girl. But I realize I wouldn't have been able to give her what I myself didn't have. as much as it is hard for me to admit, him and I would not have lasted. as much as it is hard for me to admit, him and I would NOT have lasted. There was a journey I need to take on my own or I would have not only taken part of destroying us, I would have also self-destructed. That is just the truth. 12:26 a.m. - 2016-07-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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