What's really going on backstage ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Doesn't mean it's easy breezy. Seeking God First, that doesn't mean there is not pain " What a person desires is unfailing love." -Prov 19:22 Seeking first validation and acceptance from him and then praying and surrendering what ever comes after. Sounds so clich� but it is so true. I just get caught up in so much else that God time is not my priority and even when I do have some time, it's not enough and then I feel like a failure that I didn't have enough time. SO I end up not trying at all. Then that is when the danger begins. I have to make a decision that I am going to try my best to have good quality time in my word, give my whole heart and that is all I can do. No one can or does love him like him and I only have myself to blame for the sorrow I feel when I look for validation and acceptance in other things and people. The world is a lie, people lie. God doesn't lie. He is the epitome of truth. Ugggghhhh, I love truth. "Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. " It's trusting in his word through the pain and disappointment that is tough for me. - 2010-11-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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