What's really going on backstage ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- walking on eggshells wow, I realize just how much I will refrain from saying anything out of fear of what people will say back or think of me. I have this fear of disapproval, ridicule and hostility. I need to ask others I know what has helped them with this, it is just not healthy. For example: anytime I want to post something. I'm like does this make me sound? --fill in the blank-- We live in a world full of judgement and I often know when my heart is not in the right place like now. It's in a place of bitterness and frustration. As much as I am encouraged and blessed in little things in my life, it's like it doesn't take much to steal my thunder, or joy. Please Lord, Lead and Guide Me, I need you! <3 always - 2011-10-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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