What's really going on backstage ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my holidaze are always such a mess II My life is a mess, once again. Everything is chaos. My bank account is in the negative. I don't know when I am going to get my check. I am so ashamed embarrassed that this is where I am at AGAIN. I need to be there more for the girls in my group. I have two creative projects that I need to finish. Holidays are around the corner and I have only bought one present. My bills are due. I need to pay for our car to go visit family for the holidays. See what not planning has gotten me, This time I want to respond different not by shutting down but persevering through and being more grateful. I have wasted in more than enough time in shutdown mode(check out) Things don't have to be as great as they are, but they are because of God and the ones that allow themselves to be used by him. - - 2010-11-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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